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A new story from me is available now in the Mischief anthology Submitting. I enjoyed writing this one so much that I’ve started writing a book about the characters, covering the lead-up to the story and what happens afterwards.
Doing It For Emmett is about a submissive woman’s first experience of being shared, and is about how far you can go for love.
Here’s how it opens:
If you’re going to behave like a cheap whore, the best place to do it is an expensive hotel.
This was the thought running through my head as Emmett led me by the hand through the polish and glister of the lobby, towards the miniature fountain that signified the entrance to the bar.
I didn’t look like a cheap whore. Emmett had chosen what I was wearing: silvery silk shirt, knee-length pencil skirt, heels that were high enough to make me wiggle but not high enough to make me totter. I could pass as a delegate en route to pre-conference drinks, or somebody’s elegant mistress. Who would guess what I actually was?
We stopped at the fountain, and Emmett took my other hand, tilting his head and looking deep into me.
“Are you nervous?” he said.
“A bit,” I admitted. “I don’t want to let you down.”
He let out a breath, kissed my forehead, then my lips.
“You won’t,” he promised.
He walked me over to a corner table underneath a potted palm, where a pinstriped gentleman in his late forties sat working on the Times crossword.
Impressions of him were quickly absorbed and filed: elegant, distinguished, wealthy, watchful, intimidating, attractive. Everything Emmett had described.
The man looked up, and I turned quickly to Emmett, lacing my fingers more tightly into his.
“Your order, sir,” said Emmett.
The man – I knew his name, but the idea was to pretend I didn’t – stood up and shook Emmett’s hand.
“Thank you,” he said, then he looked me up and down with hard, grey eyes. “Yes, this one will do.”
Emmett nodded, unlocked his hand from mine, and went away to the bar. I put the hand he’d released on to my chest, clenching and unclenching it, and looked after him. Come back, I pleaded silently, but I knew I couldn’t say it aloud.
He would be in the hotel room later. He wasn’t abandoning me.
“You can sit down,” said the man. “I’ve ordered you a gin and tonic.”
“Thanks,” I said, following his instruction and taking a sip of the welcome drink.
“I’m Charles,” he said. “But you will call me Sir. What’s your name?”
“Suky,” I said.
He raised an eyebrow. “Suky? Suky Tawdry?”
He’d got the allusion straight away. I suppressed a smile. Emmett had said it was too obvious.
“That’s right, sir.”
“And is your boyfriend over there Mack the Knife?”
“No, sir,” I said. “He isn’t a criminal.”
“I should hope not, although I believe procuring is still a shade on the illegal side.”
“I don’t think it counts if no money changes hands, sir,” I ventured.
He smiled, running a finger around the rim of his brandy glass.
“You’re probably right. You’re doing this for nothing, aren’t you? Why?”
I clenched my thighs in an effort to stop them quivering. The tension of this encounter was exquisitely tightly strung. A barrage of conflicting feelings coursed through me with each exchange.
“I’m doing it for Emmett,” I said. “Because he told me to.”
“Ah, he told you to. And you do everything Emmett tells you, don’t you?”
“Yes, sir,” I whispered.
“Why is that?”
“Because he owns me.”
I’m in this one with some of my favourite authors – stories by Rose de Fer, Lily Harlem, Sommer Marsden, CeCe Marsh, Alegra Verde, Ludivine Bonneur and Kathleen Tudor can all be found behind this man’s chest.